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It's all true. Which Piercing are you? xoxo narcy (5/9/02) _________________________________________________________ ...... my heart hurts. xoxo narcy (5/3/02) _________________________________________________________ Out of all the things i've lost, i miss my mind the most. I think i might be going crazy. Over the last few months i've having dreams about my grandmother. Now, this is were the "going crazy" comes in. My Grandmother died in August of 2001. I didn't have a dream about her untill February of this year. The first one scared the shit out of me. It's the only dream i've had that i can remember every thing about it. The dream takes place at my aunt and uncles house,and in it i know my grandmother is dead. It's of this time frame. My sister, nephew,and i are the only ones at the house. I walk outside,and it's really sunny outside I'm standing on the front porch,right to the left of the front door. A shadow catches my eye,and i turn to see what it is. It's my grandmother. I don't know if you would call it her ghosts or soul, but it's there,and its her, the way i rememeber her. (my grandma had been really sick before she died. she lost alot of weight,and didn't look like herself,but in my dream she looked like herself) Anyway, She's staring at the house,and she has this really sad look on her face. I'm still staring at her. I don't know what to do. She's dead. It's her, and it's not her. I call out to my sister, who was in the house. When she comes outside, she's holding her son,and talking to our mom on the phone. She see grandmama too. She starts telling mama whats going on,and she tells her that grandmama looks lost,confused,she doesn't know whats happening,but she can't seem to come on the porch or go in the house... she just keeps staring at it with this sad look upon her face. Then i wake up. Remembering everything,and i keep seeing her face. There have been other dreams,but none as vivid as that. I think i might need to seek help. I told a friend about it,and she said if she had had a dream like that she'd be in the nut hut by now. I think i might need to be there. xoxo narcy (4/23/02) _________________________________________________________ Alice In Chains Singer Layne Staley Presumed Dead A body believed to be that of Alice in Chains' Layne Staley was found in the Seattle home of the singer Friday evening. Although the King County Medical Examiner could not positively identify the body at press time, the Seattle Post-Intelligencer reported that a law enforcement source said it was Staley's. The cause of death was undetermined at press time. An autopsy is scheduled for 7 a.m. PT. Police responded to a call to check on a person's well-being at Staley's address, which is in the 4500 block of Eighth Avenue Northeast in Seattle's University District. Upon discovering the body, which is presumed to have been there for several days, officers called investigators from the medical examiner's office, who arrived on the scene at approximately 7:30-8:00 p.m. PT, a spokesperson said. The body couldn't immediately be identified as that of the 34-year-old Staley, whose longtime battle with drug dependency was a central component of his band's music — a dark and bombastic sound that continues to influence artists some 15 years after the group first formed. :( xoxo narcy (4/20/02) _________________________________________________________ like.... woah my new layout is god. i'm sleepy now. goodbye. xoxo narcy (4/17/02) _________________________________________________________